My Dad-

money seems to be really tight now.usually when i see when project season is drawing near, i would stop work.but now iguess i cant.firstly i need cash to go for my little journey away from singapore. secondly, to support myself..so that i wont have to ask money from dad. He seems to be down lately. really quiet. iknow he is usually quiet around me-not speaking to me and all..but now, He seems to be spiritually tired.

i cant blame him. Business is bad. really bad. our money is decreasing. iguess i could say my father is really strong. Him being that truely Man of the family-him taking lead of everything. Him having to slave over our company and making sure we have all we want.He supports us.phycially. he does not interact with me or the family alot. so he doesnt speak or share his problems. at least not to us. he shares it with his silent moments with the can of beer. so sometimes, iguess i would see him as 'cold' or 'rude' but now, i dont see him drinking now-after that dramatic family thingy. so you could say he has been robbed of his 'private moments'. ifeel i cant really do anything as he is really into the 'me in my world' theory. so iguess i could try and help through the means of Moolah.

dad if you are reading this in whatever means or blahh, ijust want to say you are the bestest. and you are everything i am not. thanks.